In my opinion criticism are made to bring out two solution to me , One is to bring me down and gave up on MY DREAM . And second is to IMPROVE and to STRIVE through success . Well , it would be obvious that i chose the second one . DREAMS doesnt come in blink of eyes or in a finger click unless you are born A MIRACLE like one magic which of cos doesnt even exist in a reality world . You have to WORK for it . And for me , i have to work double to succed .Whatever your opinion is , i would always stay with my dreams . Well , i might start as a bad model now but i strongly believes that theres always rooms for someone who really work hard on something that want . Why he hell i chose modelling as one of my part-time career ? Modelling isnt just about Posing here and there & walk in a runway here and there . Its about the inner prt of you , the confidence you have . I wasnt born a BEAUTY QUEEN , but im sure i am atleast a ordinary girl who loves my career INSIDE . As an example of a success model now is Ann from American's next top model cycle 15 , i was inspired by her courage and her confidence on entering the AMERICAN NEXT TOP MODEL eventhough she knew there were much much more Gorgeous girls entering it . She's was being bullied by everone surrond her by calling her names like "GIANT" just because she was much taller than her friends . But hey , loo at her now ? If her friends were to call her that again one day , im sure she gonna give that sarcastic laugh at those piece of shit people . I'm proud of her for what she is now . She came in , entering the competition as a giant ugly ducklin but came out as a SWAN with a contract in her hands . Who's gonna laugh at her now ? Now that gave me an impact so hard , its like a very tight slap and saying "hey , look at this ugly girl . She has succeded . it's your turn now to build a self-confidence on yourself , it may hurt now but remember those people who hurt you would swallow back their words one day see-ing you succeded one day sooner or later " . For me , its better to start from just a scratch rather than none . Lesson , DONT JUDGE THE BOOK BY ITS COVER