Sorry for the late reply and absence . thanks to elsa , fie , psrby for those strong words dear . Well korang yang benci sngt kat aku , psl aku nk buang and stuff without any reason kn ?? NOW here's my reason . Naluri seorang Mak tu kuat dan tepat . I have a miscarriage even before i abort it . Sebab aku ade rase bende yg tk kene time aku ngandung , like frequent cramps and fatique . And according to blood test result , my baby is not growing . No yolk(baby) was found . Bukan skadar scanning aku da pegy , i have to even do a Vaginal scan and an x-ray . Blood test da bape botol pon aku tk tau si kkh da simpan . haha . You people now see what i mean ?? Nie bukan rezeki aku . Aku kene redha . Takkan krg nk aku pakse simpan jgk ??? pfft ~ pls la . aku da penat tau ngn korang peh step mane peh pandai nk mengaja orang tapi diri sendiri tk terjage . haha . Orang kater Biar pandai , jangai pandai-pandai ant diri sendri yg malu . ok , last monday on the 8/11 i have a check up with kkh . So they try to detect the baby from last monday which is on 1/11 that still cant be found . So the baby cant be found and they bring forward the day so that atleast they could see the baby or yolk . but to no avail . So they have no choice but to break the news to me and have to make emediate surgery which is evacuation of the ovum . which is similar to abortion . But still , i have to 'check in ' the hospital so that the next morning they could take a blood test of me . So next month i have to come back to find out about my blood test . The blood test is to find out whether my BhCg(pregnancy hormones) is still up or already decrease . If i have pregnancy hormones above 1000 , which means im preg . and when the pregnancy hormones stated below 1000 , which means im not preg . So , if my pregnancy hormones is still above 1000 , high possibilities i have pregnancy outside the ovary . So i came back on the 9/11 at 8am . register , bla bla bla . masok ward , then kul 10am masok observation room , kimak ngantok siol time tu . sempat tido jap aku tgu doctor . haha . then at 1.30pm drg tolak aku masok operation room . then bodow nyer nurse tk tau cocok drip sampai due lobang kat tngn . Then come a male doc . Aru best . haha . then da masok air , he masokn buse . err do i spell it right ?? haha . then doc suro aku kire 1-5 . He counted only up to 2 aku da lost . hahaha . bng je aku da under observation room already . Tgk time je da kul 3.30 pm . Then masok ward alek . Thats all . haha . ape lagy korang nk tau ?? tolong tag . makaseh . Btw for recent passerby , you can ask him (: thx for the compliment bitch .