Im sorry dearest bloggy , cause everytime i go upset i intend to go to you to let out everythg out . But im betta , i forgets bout you . Im so so upset bloggy , reali upset . i feel like crying out loud infact tears are rolling down my cheeks now . Is this the what i get in return for changing from someone who doesnt care much bout him to someone who changes alot for him and for my sake ? My patience are outta limit . I tried controlling my patience everytime infact all the time when he told me a last minute thing which he has done .We had a big tiff . reali big tiff . He even bring out the past bout me . But is that the point now ?? It breaks my heart . i cant control my emotion .im hurt . totally hurt by his words .im sure it cant be mend . eventhough he says sorry or watever shit cause i have my own dignity . Im sorry pa . i dont suites you . i feel so hurt . i tot you've change . but no .