Im feeling superbly Down , down down . This morning ayah had to been sent to hospital again . I cried this morning looking at dad crying in pain . I really pity ayah . He has just regain his appetite and he's back to the hospital again . Ayah , im really hoping you would get well soon . I love you so much ayah . No other man could replace your place in my tiny heart . Mama and kakak sent my ayah to hospital this morning . I couldnt follow . My bbygirl pon aru bangon so mama kater no need to follow . so i just stayed home and prayed hard for ayah's illness to lessen .