Its sucha pity i cant uplaod the video of my girl smiling -_-*

but ill find a way . Don worry (: i will . Promise~

*look up . That is how much my breast milk is . This is half of it and plus its only the right side . Can you imagine if we add up the left side ? Zomg~ Bynk per susu t*t*k . huak~

Let me tell you guys , my boobs seems to be smaller than before . Tapi tk seterok jempot-jempot ar . bah~

I tink it was caused by breastfeeding . kakak told me this before . Hahah . After 3 days when i just gave birth to emelyn , my breast seems to be so large . And this is because milk are producing inside and blood veins are running fast , so it causes the breast to enlarge . haha . Ok drop the topic . haha . Thanx to the ppl who ahve been adding me up in Fb . Now im thinking of having twitter . Shall i or shall i not . Haha . Ade Fb jek laki aku tk tau . Mau mati sia aku klau die dpt tau . Haha . Jealous ke per papa ? Huak ~ Dalar Fs aku die delete . Cb tols . hahah . Skg tinggal tagged & Fb jek . Well im doing this just to kill time ler . Kalau tk mcm oink oink per aku kat uma ? Makan tdo jek keje aku . House chores ? mak aku biseng rabak nye kalau aku uat , sbb aku nga dlm hari so tkle jln bynk . "Kau nk badan lawa , perot tk booncet seme , baek kau tkmo jln bynk !" Huak~

Reason is , kite lau baru braanak , kite nyer tmpt brank maseh weak and kat bawa . So klau kiter bynk jln , die akn makin turon . Itu yg menyebab kn boncet ! haha . That's why lar kiter kene urot &sengkak . Sengkak maknenyer , drg tolak balek tmpt branaak kiter or also known as uterus kiter to the usual place . Plus during urot , drg kn urotkn t*t*k skali . And let me tell you this , BOLE NANGIS JOY kene urot kat t*t*k . hahah . Lagy-lagy time nga bengkak . Waduh ~ Naseb aku nye turn da lepas . Huahuahuahua . Zura , kau peh turn plak nanti lepas branak . huak ~ *kening naek-naek . Aiyooo , taaaaaak taaauuuuu . . . . . Ok , jahitan aku pon da nk baek nie . Tinggal nk pegy check up jek . mesti korang nk tau kn branak saket ke tk kn ? well let me elaborate more aite ? Actuali , it isnt as bad lor . Kalau badan kecik cm aku nie leh carry the pain , im sure you ppl out there sure can nye . Since aku nyer due date da lepas and yet ive havent had any contractions , doc decided to induce me . Induce tu , the insert a bullet like pill into my ehem to fasten the contratctions as well as open up the pintu rahim (luper ar in english aper) . i was lucky enough that my contractions processing fast if not . Hahah . kena cut(caesarian) . err do i spell that right ? haha . ok then my contractions is fast but when they check its only 2cm . So that means have to wait . klau tgu tk saket tkp tau . Kiwak die peh saket ! Tuhan jek tau . Im not sure how long i waited but ill estimate it as 2hours plus . around 9+ pm doc came and check my pintu rahim again . kiwak suke korek -korek ? So this time it open up to 4cm . It has to open up till 10cm which is equal to our 10 fingers . Bah~ So when the pintu rahim open up to 4cm , they have to break the waterbag using a long metal thing . Ala , not painful lar . Dont worry . then they will insert water drips . And that causes the worst pain to come . Then around 11pm , i have this feeling of passing motion but nt on ass but on the vagina . Ahah ! Da nk kua ! So they told me to keep up the good work on breathing in and out . Dont cry . Cause it wont do any good by crying . Instead , more pain . But i do cry abit , ehk kakak ehk ? haha . What you should do when it comes to this point of time or even before this(during contractions) is breath in thru the oxygen gas that are provided and rajin-rajin zikir La'ilaha'illawah . (err like again do i spell that right tk kak ? ) and im sure it will less-en the pain . Sumpah . Time drg suro push , bace selawat sblom push . Mest bole . hehe . Bout the jahitan , tk la terok mane pon saket nyer . mcm giget semot jek . hehe . cause they will duce our bawa first . tapi ade skali nie duce da abes abe doc nie continue jahit bawa aku , i was like " aiya , pain oi . cruel la you . " and the doc was like " ehk ? sorry sorry , i put duce kae ? *giggling* " . Its a male doc , and he's just at the age of 24 . hahs Hencem oi ! Thats all i can share . hehe . Hope this can help for those yg soon going thru this . teehee . dont worry lar , its a good experience .