I was supposed to go for Kijo's outing , but i couldnt make it . My contraction's killing me . Ouh please time fly fast . Sorry girls . Mom and dad doesnt allow me to go out . Lagy dorang nk gy sentosa , hehe . Ant pape susa lor . So no choice , stay home . Bored ~

And ouh yar , spend time only at home . What i did since i woke up this morning is just eat , eat and eat . Haha . And yet , im still not full . Haiyo . And btw i have to type fast before my contractions attacks again . It feels like gastric . But it is much much more painful . And day by day , Si kecik nie is getting more active and active . Kicking me none stop if i were either have my breakfast , luch or dinner late .

Ouh yes , 1 week to go before i end my school daze . hhuhhuh . I'll be missing my school days . Where it reminds me when i gets to know alot of guys , and fling around . Tak sala per . But now i have to concentrate only on papa & baby nayli . They are now my priority . Sometimes people around would ask me why i dont find someone who can take care of me since papa isnt around . It isnt that i dont want , but my feeling for any other guys is not there . My feelings for papa is too strong . I would feel guilty if something i did is wrong . Im sorry guys . There's no more room in my heart . Friends are more than enough alrite ? Nothing more or nothing less . Further more , ive promised papa to stay loyal to him and wait for his returns . . Ouhkae , i guessed this is the end of my blog for now . Will continue maybe tonight . Contractions attacks again . BYE !!