Those kisses .

Im speechless , and were out of werd on what to say .

Those hopes .

Neva would i gave up on it . With the people around me asking me

to stay strong and leave everythg to god .

Maybe we are fated to be in this kind of state . Baby's kicking , begging me fer papa

love and touch . And here , im unable to do anythg . Mama's sorry . I feel so useless when im unable to do anythg for you baby . I feel like crying when i saw papa at his court just now . He felt me too , i can see it thru his eyes . He told me he loves me . Asking me to wait for him . I told him I love him too , and i promised to wait for him . Papa next court falls this 15th oct .
Papa told me to go every of his court . I promised how busy i would be , i would come for your court pa . We are unable to bail him out from the remand cause court ask an amount that his mom cant afford to . if he were guilty , he could be charge of 12months imprisonment . Papa , i promise not to do anyhthg foolish when you are not around . I promise to visit you . i promise to send letters to you without fail . And to bring our baby when i visit you . And hopes to lead a better life with you and our baby when you come out . Staying as strong as possible . Thinking nothg but you and our baby . Tears are all dried up . Doesnt want to think too much , afraid it may affect baby . Consoles baby , saying papa wont be around for just a tiny lil while . And will be back soon . Pleading baby not to be notty when papa's not around . Talks and cried to baby every nite .

Stay strong baby . Stay strong shasha . Thats what people around me told me .

And yes , im trying without fail .