Pregnancy is going well . Tapi abit fvuck up ler tad pagy2 bute kena strike by a slight asthma . Couldn't take it doh . Even its the slightest asthma . Oh ! yes i have asthma . And im like worried sick kalau pape jad kat baby . Yeah , tkt sangt kn ? but , im trying my best not to get asthma like i used to when i was younger . Afraid it might affect baby . Mom gave me the Camel's Pure Milk when we were doin our umrah . It were 9 years back then , which means , i drank it when i were like primary three . yeah aku da gy umrah . Terperanjat ? huahuahua . Since then i didnt get any asthma but tk tau lak nape now dapat . Hish . And well got up at 8am this morning and went straight to SO's Clinic which is located near to my previous house . Reaches the clinic at 8.30 sharp , and i was lucky to be the first patient of the day . woohoo . tkya tgu lamerk-lamerk . The nurse told me to get my breakfast first cause Doc is only gonna reach clinic at around 9.45-10am . had breakfast with daddy and went back to the clinic . Gave me the pump , m/c and nthg else . Im not allowed to take any medication as it might affect baby ler . Went back home and my elder's bro family were around . Mom and dad had to go sumwhere to buy mom's things , so elder bro and family took me out . Had our lunch at marsiling and bro off to work . Sis in law and my nieces went to causeway point . Sha nk carik hoodey blanket for baby . Sis in law bought for me the hoodey blanket and baby's pacifier . Cute lar siooooooooooooooooool~
Tk caye ? Tk caye tny sha . Huahuahua .
Thinking of papa's situation just my breaks my hart . It makes me go sick and weak . When is all this misery gonna end pa ? Everyone has been consoling me and giving me hopes to think much while he's inside . Its easier said that done . Ive tried . But still at the end of the day , i cried in my bed every night . Pa are you sure that you're gonna change for the sake of me and our baby ? Im still no convince . Im too hurt . Too hurt . Im a change girl now . Since you've been gone , im not as active to go out now . cuase now , when i go out , every step , it just reminds me of you . And why you ? Cause i love you . They can say what they want , but my love aint gonna change pa . But do you noe ? Do you noe ??? I used to be unfaithful to you but i change cause i know its you hu's gonna make my day anihow . Its you whom i gonna marry . But do you realise ? Im sick and tired . Let just see what's the outcoming .
p/s iloveyou pa no matter what . Me&baby are patiently waiting fer you .