Why would things to turn up very wrong at this very last minute ? When things are about to be a "happy ending story " for us ?Now im trying to control my emotions . trying not cry on what would happen next to us love . Worse , blaming all this on fate . Love like i promised you , my love wouldnt change even if anythg would happen to us . I have nothing to give you except my undying love . you and baby are my everything and thats the reason why i grew stronger everyday just to see us happy by each other side . I gave you everything that i could , even my whole heart is just for you and our baby . And i can see you did everything you have to just to have me by your side , and not losing me . i appreciate every single moment we had together , either its our best moment or our worse . With the faith , patient , love , trust and respect , we've gone thru ups and down , thru thick and thin together without fail . You dedicate your time and love just to see me cry , cry for being so happy and lucky to have you by my side . I may sumtimes hurt your feelings but i swear i neva meant to . And how angry you are to me when i did sumthg wrong , you neva have the heart to lay your hands on me . And i noe how much me and our baby meant so much to you . You take good care of me as if im your wife . Im so lucky to have you by my side . And now im just praying hard so that things could change for the better . And god have mercy on you . Tomorrow's your court day and it falls on our annivesary . And im have nothg to expect . Im weak . No shoulders for to cry on . No ears to listen to my problems . How i wish i could turn back time and pay more attention to you . No one else to blame except myself . Im so cruel but yet you are good to me . Those kisses , hugs and werds you said to me would neva be forgotten . Im sorry love . For not believing you in the past . For not giving you what you need . For not being a good soulmate . You are the best for me . My everythg , my world's is just for you and our baby . Only god noes how much you meant to me even if i say you didnt meant anythg . My tears are now so dried up . Love , who would be there for me and baby if anythg would happen to us ? Even a million dollars could neva be a replace you . I hope that tomorrow you'll be bail and court have mercy on you so that we could have our solemnisation before they could drop charges on you . Insyaallah k pa ? I'll pray hard . For you , baby and us .