Kakak , mom , dad and me (:
Its 7am in the morning . And now im just sitting around my bed with lappy doing nothing but reading mami's blog and blogging . Mami's blogs touches me in every way . Im here lucky enough to get to hold my ferst but mami . . . Yes , she's preparing abortion . Even that lil child has ntg got to do with my life , im still sad for her . i love her baby as much as i love mine , truthfully . Mami if you read this , i just wanna let you noe that ill be the person who will be beside you nomatter what happens . Whenever you need someone to talk to , ill be right here for you . Be strong aite mami ?
As For me , im leading my life with papa soon . Yes marriage . Before end of this year i guess . And both me and papa cant wait to our ferst eva child to come out and see the world . We will all be waiting for you baby fiera . 3rd sis cant wait as well . She told me that she will start buying cloth+toys and pampered baby fiera when she's born . Thanks kakak . Kakak is the only person who is there for me to consult me and pray for my baby when nobody noes bout my pregnancy . Kakak is the only person who i can turn to when i need help . Cause she's always there for me whenever i need her ever since i were born . She pampered me more than my parents do . She wont fail to say Happy birthday when it reaches my bday . She wont fail to give me presents . And im just so lucky to have her in my life . Kakak is the closest to me besides my other siblings . So kakak , when you get to read this , i hope that you will tell mama and ayah that i love them so much . I love them more then everything i have in this world . And ill be praying hard for them every night before i sleep . And i hope that they will pray for me too . *sobbing*
Tell them im sorry for what i have done and the shame that i have cause family .
Tell them i love them so much .
MAMA AYAH , ADEK SAYANG SANGAT DENGAN MAMA AND AYAH . ADEK BUKAN SAPE-SAPE TANPA MAMA DAN AYAH . ADEK TAU ADEK DA BERSALAH DENAGN MAMA AND AYAH TAPI ADEK HARAP MAMA AND AYAH DAPAT MAAFKAN ADEK BUAT KALI NIE . ADEK JANJI SELEPAS NIE SEME , ADEK AKAN BERUBAH DAN MULE KN HIDUP BARU .
P/S ilove papa&babyfiera
Kakak , mom , dad and me (:
