Ola people . At a stress state currently. I'm so fuck up . I know that you people would say that why arent i happy for my bdae . I wont say i'm sad neither would i say i'm happy . I'm worried bout papa . Today's my bdae , and i should be happy to celebrate with the loved ones . But its just useless . Cause papa's going baack station . But why should it happen on my bdae ? Life's unfair but that what is life about . And now i'm praying hard for papa mercy . I dont ask much for my bdae , what im asking for is just that papa would be safe and our relationship would grew stronger and we would endure every obstacles that come between us . I've change myself to a new and a better girl for the sake of him , myself and family . I really hope i gonna miss him more when he's inside . Those promises . Those promises that i wont forget pa . I'm nothing without you pa . My love aint gonna change pa . I swear . May all mercy have on papa . Btw , i just got home yesterday night . I wasnt home fer almost a week . Were staying at tiong's cribs with tiong , nana , papa and me .At tiong cribs it was great having papa by my side day and night sasha da mcm mak2 k kat sane . Kene masak , kemas uma . haha. Cook curry and lemak cili padi for the whole family . Including Kak(tiong's sister) and mak(tiong's mum) 12am in the morning . and its my bdae ! Huhu . Happy Birthday Bitch ! every one started to wish me that night . Even unexpected people text me to wish me Happy Birthday . Cant slip. Till its 6am in the morning and its time for me to go to school . Got myself ready to go to school and out i go . Soon i reaches school , everyone in the canteen were singing me the Birthday song . I were so touch . And for my bdae , papa case were extend to 22th july . . ok thats all bout the past weeks . Toodles