Mami have gone for scanning , and its gonna be my turn this weds .

Mami told me her experience after those scanning thingy . She said that she dont have the heart to abort the baby cause the baby's leg , hands and ears can be seen on those scanning .

Doc told her that she's exactly 4 mnths pregnant . Awww . Shoo cute . I cant wait for my turn . Ive heard from some people that when you are already 3mnths plus pregnant , you wont have normal abortion . Doc's will give a pill to 'KILL' the baby and then you give birth to the baby as per normal . OMG ! I fcuking dont want that . Might as well i keep this baby and give birth to her/him rather than 'KILL' the baby . Mami also told me that she saw the baby moving . And she felt like crying . This made me feel that im being so fcuking selfish to baby . Mummy wont do anything bad to you baby . To you bloghoppers or my daily readers , wait for my updates this weds aite ? ill take the picture of the scanning for sure and post it here aite ? So i guess readers , i think im not abort . Plan cancelled (:

Financially ready or not i shall accept the fate that im gonna have a baby . Huhu . And guess what ! Shasha nyer belly button da leh nmpk k ! Bochui nyer siol . Kiwak tk seksi sia sha . hahs . k tu tkp , sha da nk ade stratch marks k ? OMG ! Ni tkle jadi , nk kene standby cocoa butter . huhu . K sumpah tkle sababr nk gy scanning . Nk tgk baby sha abe gender . huhu . ok lar .

thats orl fer today . Lower backache is killing me like hell . arhhh

hhaha

; toodles

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